Closer

So, these two people I know got married yesterday.

I don't want to get married anymore. I love Thomas, but Jesus. What a anti-romantic. He thinks people who write their own wedding vows are stupid, and he thinks engagement rings are stupid, and on and on it goes.

I didn't want a massive wedding. I used to think I wanted to get married at Cheekwood in Nashville, in the fall. Simple, elegant, close friends and family deal. Now, I don't ever want to fool with it. It's just some stupid day where people make a big deal out of something that might never mean a damn thing. Plus, the guy I want to spend my life is treats all things romantic like they are stupid.

I love weddings, and I think I might want to be a wedding planner, but now I never want my own wedding. I know, Tennessee doesn't recognize common law marriages, so I'm screwing myself out of tax benefits or whatever, but come on. If my wedding is just going to be some laughable affair to Thomas, why bother? Stupid boys.